Hello 2012 :')

              lambai sikit kat 2011 .haha .byebye  :(


                          say hello to 2012 :)


                   actually banyak benda jadi tahun 2011 ye ..muahaha .--' .belum masuk 2012 lagi daaa .


                               sometimes there is no next times ,
                               no second chance ,
                               no time out ,
                               sometimes ...
                                It's now or Never ..


                         2011 ?yeah .serious (Y) banyak benda aku belaja .kehidupan ,cinta ,kawan ,pelajaran and anything else .

                                i love that moment .kadang kadang bila kita tiba tiba hilang someone yang dah lama dengan kita mesti kita rasa lain kan ??

                                bila someone yang kita pernah gelak sama sama ,keluar sama sama ,lepak sama sama .tiba tiba dorang tiba tiba pergi macam tu je .mesti kita rasa sunyi .am i right ?

                        ohh .yaa .my wish for 2012 is i want to focus on my studies and avoid from have any commitment with boy .yups .i love him but the past is past .no need to refresh back .he's don't want me .yesterday he said .u oready good enough u don't need me . :nope .u're wrong .i need u .i really hope that we can go longer but .OMG ~i'm dreaming  .--'


                          malam tadi .i don't know y .suddenly i'm to open minded and shared all things with mama .more too personal .mayb i don't have  friends that i trust to shared my stories .i'm talked with mama gently .haha .--'

                          i said that .i don't know  y .he's looked like really hate me .dia rply msg aku mcm mara mara n serius  .serius .aku takut .tapi cuma telan air liur je .kadang kadang rasa macam aku lagi rela diam n takd respon dari dia benci aku .kan ?


                        aku bukan nak sakitkan diri aku .tu kerja bodoh kan ?#hantukkan kepala . .sudahlha .what i can do for you dear ? ..just hoping and waiting ? + +''

                            pstt .mama tetibe berubah pihak pulak mama kata dia nak focus kat compy ayah dia dulu ,mak dia harapkan dia sorang je sekarang n bla bla bla .aku diam .aku tahu tuu .tapi ..ntah .tak salahkan  suka or sayang orang ? :3 .haha .hak aku dohh


                               and mama dah terlambat kalau nak bagi restu pon .mama kata .after u SPM if u want to go more serious with him .i don't mind . .chopp .itu kira restu ke ?aku nak je cakap .mama .stop it .right now pon dia taknak kawan dengan orang tetiba nak serious balik dengan orang ?ohh .stop .like dreaming in a day lha sayang .(mama boleh pulak bandingkan alan (bf kaka ) n dia .mama prefer cara dia .more gentleman .muahaha ..mimpi je lha .


                      mama .no need too hope something that i can't imaging in my future .just stop it .he's don't want me .faham tak  ?(cakap dalam hati je )

                      tetiba teringat time mama cakap kat syai .''mama bagi kau keluar dengan alan ,tak semestinya mama restu .fuhh .syai terdiam .aku pon terdiam .

                                      baguskan ?:')

                          haha .bye bye .entry last untuk tahun 2011 .

                      p/s :i miss all the moment with u .i just hope that u still keep one smile for me .i'm really miss that .and im still keep  thousands smiles for u  :')

                                 with L.O.V.E .hoping :i hope that we can meet again .nice to know u .even i selalu buat u mara n hilang saba .i'm who i'm .ty